16th of march,
Hey everybody! I just wanted to shared with you God's Grace!Its is amazing to share cause the kind of feeling is kept inside you heart and you just feel like bursting all out in once!(: I don mind sharing my background to you guys,Im a very very 'cold' person like time in malaysia,as im a malaysian.Before i received God into my life,im totally a different person from now.Im a school girl's gang,Always fight and get into trouble.Hahaha....I really have done something that i shoudnt have.That thing that i did,really hurted my alot! I grew up without my parent's love,so i bacame a very very naught girl.I even scodled my family with foul lauggues.I used to write them down on a piece of paper then wrote beside it,i wrote how bad they are.They used to bit me because im naught but i alway think that they don like me.If there were a person who come to me and ask me,Why i become like that?You know what probably my answer was?Its is because i lost a love from my parent....
My mother had dead when im three years old and my father is in Singapore working.So...im living with my grandparent that time.Alot of 'stupid' stuff that i don wish to recall back anymore bacause i cant imgine that!very cruel.That why,i always pray to God that why you do you take my mother away from me so early?And i always feel left out when i saw other's with their family...i often think that they have such a wonderful family and i don have...i often cry at night because i can feel that my room is so quite,you can hear the sound when a needle drop.I cry because i felt that im like the only one at home(left out),thats why i always wish my friend to call me and talk to me.I treat my friend all the same,not exactly all....ahaha,some are to hard to treat that nice.I treat my girlfriend the same as my boyfriend.Honestly,I don understand why 'some' girl will ask you like this guy isit?then they don believe what i told them....Haiz,im wasting my time explaining to them you know?I just treat my girlfriend as my own sister like that and my boyfriend as my own brother too! So....the same.
Anyway,leaders&pastors always said that treat all you friend the same and don get into relationship,and because i treat them as my own brothers and sister,i don get into relationship and not liking someone.Hahah...as i know,God has plan for me!One day,all of you,will see me with full white cloths on and is walking toward a man of God.I trust God so much because he is the only one that i cna trust and to believe and to Share!AMEN. i remember what pastor Daniel&prince said that,you must put your trust and faith into God.In that way,the prayer that i pray will be answer and it be bless in the name of Jesus!AMEN.Now what i have to do is to really pray in the favor of God,ask him to take my negrative feeling away from me becaue there is still someone up there is taking care of me and love me.I shall not disppoint him.I will try my best to cool everything(:
hey people,i know some of you are also having the same problem with me,but you know what?i have learnt a new prayer,if you don mind then you can pray with me(:
Dear Lord,
Please watch over (put your name here.).Please strengthen his/her heart and mind toward You.Please help him/her wim the battle.Bless all that he/she does to learn more about You and to grow in spirit according to You will and your mercy.Praise You,Lord,today for the wonderful kid.Bless him/her with lovind and obedient thoughts every day.Amen
(:This prayer is not from me but i had learnt it from a book(:.Don mind! Be bless!
posted @ 7:25 AM
