26th april,
WOW! i haev fun with all of my beloved best friends and buddies. That's really a great time to spend time with my friend man!(:
Hock jin and me
evvie,me and meilia
nat and me
meilia,me and yu qian
aleen and me
nat,kristen and me
all cousin of God
betty,me and joyce.(that stupid marcue mouth)!!
me and my brother
me and gary
posted @ 6:44 AM
20th of april,
WOW! I have been free form my aunt's nag for three days!During the ''cheng ming'' period, i went back to malaysia.Its sad but i enjoy staying there. There is more freedom there loads&loads of talk than nag.My grandma have lose ten KG! Thats hurt me,she works everyday to earn money,i wish i was there but im not... She said she miss me,AWW,so sweet.!(: i miss her and of course my grandpa too!How i wish my grandpa send me to school everyday than my aunt always nag in the car-.-! HAIZ... Whatever isit,i just wanna go back there,but i cant leave my friend here as well..Aiya,i don know,up to the Lord.
posted @ 6:37 AM
22 of march,
1.Is love that powerful?
Few of my friends has fall in love with some guys..They said that they are so so handsome but honestly,i don think they are at all!-not excatly at all- My grildfriend ar?'Xiao liao''because of the guys,they everyday keep thinking of them,looking at them,follow them...what the.... i was lost of words when i see that they did all this stupid stuff....is love that poweful ！？ until can control others poeple's mind?Haiz...This is a PSLE year for them leh,They still like that. ALAMAK! I wonder what will happen after they receive they papers..... i redlly hope that they wont because of them fail they exam and cannot concentra on study.
Most of my friends has already dates.get into relationship already.I don understand why they wants to get into the wrong company.Relationship and all this stuff is not surpose to happen to people at this age... mostly the reason of getting into relatioship is that all their friends has one but they themself don have,like that make them felt alone.I wonder do they have a mind set of their own?Please don think what others think of you,just be yourself aas God has make us in that way.Don try to get into these that not for you.i wonder how thay think>??? I readlly want them not get into relationship..just make friends,if you like that person and you like to look at them then just look and don have to do many others stuff......jsut be friend .
2.Why got problem?
My friend has alots of problem..same as me! But im more better than her...i will at least forget but she doesnt.Once,she share with me and she suddenly burst into tears..I was..i don know what to do and just lend her my ears.When she tole me everything...i feel like crying too.because she has the same problem as me,too!HAha,i cry not becasue she has the same problme as me,but her's is more complicated and worse than mine.i really wanted to brought her to dare and share the god's love with her but her mother don allows her as her mother wants her to be what she is.Haiz...Sianzz...!!But at least i save of one my friend already,bacause i brought her to dare and she has received God into her life and she has change-little-SHe still have alot of problem.When i try to talk to her and i wanted to bring some God's words into her life,but she refused to tell me what is the problem.Then i have nothing to do for her....-Sob.bUt i believe that God will talk to ehr through a person.-Amen!
things will change.....What ever happen in life you may not know.Things that happens in our life may not goes the way we wanted&therefor,enjoy everyday adn don mess up.I really feel like telling all the children in the world,love their parents.Dont wait until when they are not around then you want them back and love them.that will be too late.): rememver,treat everyday as a new day life.You see,i can tell millions of people this but i don know how to use all this to face my problem.I can tell you what to do but actually i don even know how am i going to do this.
posted @ 1:10 AM
16th of march,
Hey everybody! I just wanted to shared with you God's Grace!Its is amazing to share cause the kind of feeling is kept inside you heart and you just feel like bursting all out in once!(: I don mind sharing my background to you guys,Im a very very 'cold' person like time in malaysia,as im a malaysian.Before i received God into my life,im totally a different person from now.Im a school girl's gang,Always fight and get into trouble.Hahaha....I really have done something that i shoudnt have.That thing that i did,really hurted my alot! I grew up without my parent's love,so i bacame a very very naught girl.I even scodled my family with foul lauggues.I used to write them down on a piece of paper then wrote beside it,i wrote how bad they are.They used to bit me because im naught but i alway think that they don like me.If there were a person who come to me and ask me,Why i become like that?You know what probably my answer was?Its is because i lost a love from my parent....
My mother had dead when im three years old and my father is in Singapore working.So...im living with my grandparent that time.Alot of 'stupid' stuff that i don wish to recall back anymore bacause i cant imgine that!very cruel.That why,i always pray to God that why you do you take my mother away from me so early?And i always feel left out when i saw other's with their family...i often think that they have such a wonderful family and i don have...i often cry at night because i can feel that my room is so quite,you can hear the sound when a needle drop.I cry because i felt that im like the only one at home(left out),thats why i always wish my friend to call me and talk to me.I treat my friend all the same,not exactly all....ahaha,some are to hard to treat that nice.I treat my girlfriend the same as my boyfriend.Honestly,I don understand why 'some' girl will ask you like this guy isit?then they don believe what i told them....Haiz,im wasting my time explaining to them you know?I just treat my girlfriend as my own sister like that and my boyfriend as my own brother too! So....the same.
Anyway,leaders&pastors always said that treat all you friend the same and don get into relationship,and because i treat them as my own brothers and sister,i don get into relationship and not liking someone.Hahah...as i know,God has plan for me!One day,all of you,will see me with full white cloths on and is walking toward a man of God.I trust God so much because he is the only one that i cna trust and to believe and to Share!AMEN. i remember what pastor Daniel&prince said that,you must put your trust and faith into God.In that way,the prayer that i pray will be answer and it be bless in the name of Jesus!AMEN.Now what i have to do is to really pray in the favor of God,ask him to take my negrative feeling away from me becaue there is still someone up there is taking care of me and love me.I shall not disppoint him.I will try my best to cool everything(:
hey people,i know some of you are also having the same problem with me,but you know what?i have learnt a new prayer,if you don mind then you can pray with me(:
Dear Lord,
Please watch over (put your name here.).Please strengthen his/her heart and mind toward You.Please help him/her wim the battle.Bless all that he/she does to learn more about You and to grow in spirit according to You will and your mercy.Praise You,Lord,today for the wonderful kid.Bless him/her with lovind and obedient thoughts every day.Amen
(:This prayer is not from me but i had learnt it from a book(:.Don mind! Be bless!
posted @ 7:25 AM
16th of march,
You're a child of God,and you share you're faith because God will strength your spirit to do so.If you are a chirstian then continued to be a child of and if you have any problem,put god in the center and everything will come together.Amen!
Im a princess of God and THAT ' S is forever!(:Whenever you are in darkness,just pray.God will always choose to hhelp you through until you can see the light again!All of you should say amen then!When you are in the wrong,Just admit it,don lie.''But the spirit produces the fruit of love,joy,peace,patience,kindness,goodness,faithfulness,gentlness,self-control.There is no law that says there thing are wrong.
''Peace is a gift of God and one of the benefits of having your heart and mind lined up with God's will.(: *Say AMEN!
posted @ 7:24 AM
